An Old Me.

clinical depression, an interracial engagement, feminism, general weirdness, and staying fabulous, or at the very least, functional, in this world. part manifesto / commentary, part social coping project to generate inspiration and positivity!

Nov 5, 2009

TiLT! [edited]

*now fixed for commenting!*

it's time for another lovely Things I Love Thursday! there is so much to pack into this list that i won't even try to fit in everything. i'll save some for friday. and saturday. and everyday because there's plenty to go around the entire week. woot, woot!





 





  • my hair. i'm wearing my real hair now, which is amazingly long. i'm always surprised to see how far down my back it is when i remove the extensions.
  • my blogger friends. i'm actually becoming quite fond of all of you bitches for some reason. y'all are just so great and pretty and fun! i just want to have a big party and bake cinnamon rolls for you while we watch Sons of Anarchy!
  • my new commenting system. i hope that it isn't giving you any trouble. i know that typing in your email address is a chore, but Disqus allows for threading, which is just so cool! that means real replies instead of the @person convention! if you're interested in switching, go ahead and ask me about the experience.
  • the fact that i can wear boots and a coat over my sundresses to winterize them. somebody's going to be cute, cute, cute tomorrow! do you do this already and does it make you feel extra feminine?
  • one of my teachers joke flirting with me. while i was taking an exam. "You look different today [my freshly blown-out hair]! What are you doing later?" haha! you silly man!
  • Andrew's grandmother sewing me a pink pillow! i really love her and all of my second family so much.
  • my new, hot pink bra with a bell in the middle. you can hear me suspiciously jingling around corners... where is that coming from?
  • and this new sex position that my old man and i have come up with. extra nice! excuse me for this isolated and candid emission.

anyone else who participates in Things I Love Thursday, link back to your own lists, or just tell me something nice! and it's almost the weekend! i hope everyone has some fun plans [or just some good sleep] lined up!

ciao!

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Oct 1, 2009

TiLT



 we know that we're cute ;)
finding exams easy to study for, my extensions being installed tomorrow, treating Andy to dinner and a movie before he leaves state tomorrow for a tour in the Northeast until Tuesday, pay from my job and an overwhelming number of ways to indulge myself, the sight of the world moving on and looking to improve our royal futures, Skid Row and ACDC, blemish-control pressed powder, evenings when the sky turns all pinky-colored, my blogger friends who are now my facebook friends [where in the hell are the rest of you heiffers?], Nuvaring, grilled chicken salad and hot wings from one of my favorite lunch spots, my antidepressants and my family doctor friend, Andy being so big and handsome and strong and crazy about me, my puppy Yaya, Tim Burton, my blogger friends
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i just left a movie theater and i just have one thing to ask: is anyone else as sick and tired as i am of the media and other businesses hyping up this idiotic 2012 fad for a profit? nothing is going to happen, folks. why do people think and wish for the world to end? this nonsense has been all but completely debunked, but hey, it's a business. and i could rant further, but..
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have at your own Things I Love Thursdays!

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Feb 18, 2009

things i fucking hate thursday!

it's Thursday and i should be busy loving things, but i have a stronger urge to wax on some things that have earned my HATE.

  1. attention whores, name-brand bitches, vapid sluts--MANY girls today
  2. misogynists who disguise themselves behind religion and the absurd belief that such notions are "cool" and are too fucking stupid/disgusting to realize it--AND the women who aren't absolutely enraged by it
  3. women who play dumb/weak/the victim just because they are women--act like you deserve respect and you might just get some! c'mon, ladies.. we've come a long way, baby!
  4. mornings and having to be up early. it's unnatural!
  5. emulation to the point of suffering an identity complex
  6. folks so painfully unaware of their personality disorder[s] that they put others in an equal pain
  7. insomnia. heh. maybe i should cry in between Bob's sweating bitch tits that hang enormous the way you think of God's as big..
  8. ignorant Southern Baptists giving everyone the "amen enema" while evading some truths [like the two Creation stories and the racists and the sexists] like a clam and actually causing more atheism. good job. really.
  9. FX not returning with Rescue Me and Sons of Anarchy soon enough!
  10. having dreams in which i know that i'm dreaming and overworking my brain wake myself up unconsciously until it transfers over into a physical sense! weird!
i'm done. i'm blaming it on my sinuses. the weather is changing too fast too often and i can't get well. so, what would a similar list of yours have?

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Nov 13, 2008

TiLT



and go visit Gala @ iCiNG! she's a doll. i can't keep her wonderful webspace to myself forever. this is my first TiLT [things i love thursday]! here i go!
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Google Reader, which lets me subscribe to all of my favorite RSS updated websites from one place [blogs, twitters, campus and world news, literature assignments]. Googleverse in general because it's so dynamic and efficient! hel-lo!
freshly manicured claws, er nails. double points for red paint!
actually having time to experience breakfast incarnate as waffles!!!! WAFFLES!!!
being an ex-smoker, duh.
flirting with beautiful [but socially inept] nerds.
realizing that eliminating a space for negativity in my life is quite beneficial to the whole progress thing, afterall. who woulda thunk?
The South-a woman was killed in LA after deciding that the Klan was not the place for her and attempting to escape.
meeting up with my platonic girlfriend over her apartment to watch Tommy Gavin Denis Leary Rescue Me while we "study."
my job which gives me an excuse to wear hot office wear from the thrift store while i read Anne Rice or do homework!
did i say something about hot nerds already? what about nerds who are 6'3 of lean muscle. oh, same thing!
watching Fight Club for what seems like the sixth time in a month thanks to G4.
YouTube playlists to listen to while i get ready for in the mornings! yesterday i got dressed and applied makeup to H. I. M., Joy Division [the Donnie Darko Halloween party song], Billy Idol, and the Danzig. badass!
uh, my face? :D

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