An Old Me.

clinical depression, an interracial engagement, feminism, general weirdness, and staying fabulous, or at the very least, functional, in this world. part manifesto / commentary, part social coping project to generate inspiration and positivity!

Nov 20, 2008

i want to slit my wrists!

nah, i'm being dramatic. i'm actually okay-- just a little tired and starving. i'm back after a week full of lose: i've been literally studying biology more often than sleeping, which takes a lot of effort for someone wh:o is as fatigue-prone as i am. "of course i'm good in bed; i can sleep for days!" haha.. but seriously, my chemistry professor is Satan. he went into a crazy tirade around the lecture hall pointing to random objects and associating them with obscure material: "This is made of blah blah blah! And this is made of something else that you can't even pronounce! Exam on Tuesday!"

i'm getting sick, but i wear so much makeup that it's undetectable until i sneeze three times in a row. i'm on a diet and my tummy looks nice. i've got some resistance bands hanging over the door just waiting to be used in my pilates routine. there's actually motivation to use them now that i've been over to visit Blair's blog. 

nothing terribly exciting is going on. i'm pumped about getting a place soon with one of my besties, T. it will be the two of us and then another girl. heh--hope it doesn't turn into an Audrina v. LC and Lo situation. yeah, i watched The Hills. so?..  :)

*sneeze*

oh, red lipstick mimics confidence apparently. i've been wearing it and a [beautiful Clark Kent-looking] guy that i haven't talked to in a while was mesmerized by my mouth. he's very conservative and doesn't do much flirting,  so i personally pulled a few tricks just for practice. later online, he told me that he really liked my perfume. how's that for not flirting? exciting! 

Twilight is tomorrow! i want to see it!

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9 Comments:

Anonymous Avery said...

Ah, man. I'm learning Chemistry right now, and you know what my teacher said about salt?

"A piece of sodium can burn through your skin, and it won't heal! Chlorine is a green gas that can kill you if you inhale it! But those two chemicals combined is something you put on your eggs in the morning!!"

November 20, 2008 at 5:00 PM  
Anonymous Shu said...

Bah, biology! I hope you ace the test, hun. :( And get alittle more sleep! Can't take the test if you're dead tired! LOL The Hills... I've never seen that and prob never will. Too much drama! Lol let the hunt begin >3 And is wearing makeup nice? Tired it once, hated it lol Maybe it was just the type. Never really worn anything by lipgloss, so maybe it's because I wasn't used to it? I dun know.

LMAO TWILIGHT IS TOMORROW! I HATE THE BOOK AND THE MOVIE'S PROBABLY GONNA SUCK MORE, BUT I WANNA SEE IT SO I CAN BE THAT ONE PERSON IN THE THEATER WHO DOESN'T SHUT UP AND LAUGHS AT THE "SAD" SCENES! xD I'll have fun this weekend xD

November 20, 2008 at 6:46 PM  
Anonymous The Demoiselle said...

Clark Kent! Clark Kent! Give me some of that red lipstick NOW!

November 21, 2008 at 11:27 AM  
Anonymous Bryanna said...

Biology x_x is really hard. It's a LOT of information and then it's all squeezed into a test. Right now we're working on cells, which is pretty easy for me. I remember cells and stuff from middle school so I'm doing good... for now.
xx

November 21, 2008 at 2:14 PM  
Anonymous Bookish.Spazz said...

My eyes kind of popped out of my head when I saw your blog title, but after reading it, I put them back in.

hehe, biology is a pain in HS I can't imagine what it must be like in college.

November 21, 2008 at 3:44 PM  
Anonymous CRESSiE said...

I actually despise religion. Thats what encourages me to learn more about it and books are great. (=

The news is making me not want to watch Twilight. Everytime I turn the tv on, critics are saying its overrated. I would go see it but idk if could tolerate all those little girls (and grown women) crying and shouting at the screen.

November 21, 2008 at 4:08 PM  
Anonymous groovacious said...

Aww you're getting your own apartment? Coolie! I dream of living in the city in my own apartment, hmm with living expenses now a days I probably have to have 10 roommates. Oh well. I will sacrifice living in a shitty place to get the dream.
Did you read Twilight? How do you like the book? I just watched the movie, well 4hrs ago and I'll just say this...it was entertaining.

November 21, 2008 at 5:19 PM  
Anonymous Sondra said...

Ooh, I have a teacher like that. Verrry annoying. :P
I heard that Twilight was really bad compared to the book though...?

November 22, 2008 at 3:13 PM  
Anonymous blair.jones said...

YES resistance bands are the shit! Haha seriously!

Speaking of red lipstick, that reminds me of this thing I heard on the radio that men are more likely to spend money on a date wearing red. Just a little fun fact.

I SAW TWILIGHT TONIGHT. Still quite excited about it. Haha.

November 22, 2008 at 5:41 PM  

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