An Old Me.

clinical depression, an interracial engagement, feminism, general weirdness, and staying fabulous, or at the very least, functional, in this world. part manifesto / commentary, part social coping project to generate inspiration and positivity!

Jun 10, 2008

... my face!

i wanted to add some color to my next post and there's no better way to do so than with my own face ornamenting these computerized pages! oh, la la! if you look closely enough you can see my bra in the background. >_<

but, uh, anyway. i really don't have much to say. i'll survey my general being right now:

i'm very full. i've been bored and have been pigging out on random unhealthy stuff. it's prolly a little emotionally linked too. gotta fix that. ooh! i just farted! i'm apparently gassy, too.

momma's in the bedroom with daddy. she's always giving me advice about the men i associate with, telling me not to fall in love with the wrong ones. she even uses my dad as an example of a wrong one, but she still let's him hang around after promising me years ago that she'd get rid of him because of how he treated me. sometimes i feel betrayed; sometimes i don't care much. sometimes i wish that it wasn't so ironic that she gives me advice about all of these bad men and can't follow it herself.

but before i get lonely again, i'll stop typing about him.

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1 Comments:

Anonymous Zmaga said...

About your parents... well, let me just say you're not alone, I feel the same way: kind of lonely and betrayed. And, really, sometimes I don't care about them: it IS their life. But, it's hard, you know? Because I always thought that, no matter what, my family is always going to be my main support system. And these days it's just not like that. I feel as if everything I could hold on to forever is crashing.
Hope we'll both feel better soon.

September 17, 2008 at 11:53 PM  

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