i could punch that skank-ho in her face.

seriously, yo guys in a Homestarrunner-esque way. this post is going to be long, only because i have more to say than how much i love/hate your mother.

today was the occasion of my little bros' class day ceremony. it was ghetto-fabulous: full of mothers in read weaves, cat calls and hollering, constant camera flash, and vague accomplishments of the maybe graduates along the lines of, "he's active in church and loves his mother!" even "he loves to eat!" my bros were no exception; maybe even the worst of the worst of the day. no matter; they made it! or maybe.. half of the so-called senior class is failing. i wont go and compare it all to MY OWN high school days [ROLL BLUE!], because there is NO comparison and it evades my issue for expressing.

so the massacre of ceremony ends and i run away to find my bros. one is eating cookies from the recessional and fraternizing with his geek friends, the other is surely off flirting with some undeserving, gold-digging whore. my suspicions were confirmed and i found him with the skank-ho.
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background about the skank-ho:
-she is set on not dating my brother. when she had a boyfriend, my bro was stupid enough to put his life in danger and see the girl because he loves her. buy her real jewelry, take her out all across town, and find other ways to giver her our money that should be conserved for rent, gas, food, etc. she would of course accept the the attention and never made a move towards breaking up with her then-boyfriend, even if she admitted that he wasn't treating her right! now that she doesn't have a boyfriend, the girl, still uses my brother for his compassion and cash and doesn't commit and make it official. keeps him close enough to hurt him and make him pay for shit. she's a whore and my bro is stupid. i have to watch my little bro deal with this confusion and angst EVERY DAY... who knows how many times he's cried?.. it's a common game and i don't hate a woman for pulling it--just don't do it to MY little bro.
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in the mix of other dumbass maybe graduates, she [skank] keeps her distance from me [smart girl] and i realized that when i looked up she was not only holding my cell phone that i had let my bro borrow, but she was actually talking on it!!!! putting her bad skin and makeup on the buttons and doing that annoying thing where you hold the phone and move it from your mouth to your ear constantly when you talk. it was SO not a weekend and i don't know if she was calling an ATT user, or not... i got pissed and yelled to my bro, "i don't want her using my phone! give me my phone back." the girl obviously got the message and froze in a loss for a next move. i didn't have my phone back in the next seconds, so i got between the two, waited for her to complete her call over her shoulder, allowed to bro to take the phone back, and SNATCHED it from his hands.

also, before leaving i let it known that he doesn't need to let his "little friends" use my property because he and they, especially don't pay for it--all while she was standing next to him. and this occurred only after i stared her up and down and gave her a handful of eye rolls. at least i didn't follow my deepest desires and yank her hair around so that her head whips around to my face.. and give her a good, long look in the eyes. "you, bitch.. don't pull this with mine. he's stupid and you stink."

i eventually apologized for embarrassing my brother and making him feel small. i even considered apologizing to the skank to her face.. see the thing is, i know how it felt when laurie, larry's sister, never liked me, disrespected me and larry, and eventually tried to fight me. nevermind what larry didn't do to fix it when i did nothing wrong at first. i just know that it wasn't a good feeling.. even my idiot bro recognized my vice and felt offended that i would treat the lady that he loves like that. hmmmm... and she doesn't even love my brother back! with me and the ex, i was INFATUATED with him. i loved him, wanted to marry him, all of that and look what he did for me. just an example of how i know that my standards aren't crazy. if a dumbass knows right from wrong, how smart is someone who can disagree and then rationalize the bullshit?

i love my brother and i dont appreciate what the skank is doing. i loved larry and his sister just didn't like me because i loved him madly in my own way. but this isn't a post about him or his sister and her bastard baby. this is me and my account of me. this is me, so it's truth.

clicking the Publish button now.