An Old Me.

clinical depression, an interracial engagement, feminism, general weirdness, and staying fabulous, or at the very least, functional, in this world. part manifesto / commentary, part social coping project to generate inspiration and positivity!

Dec 27, 2007

an empowered day.

haha. so here's how forgetting what i can't control is going.

i went to the mall today to get in on the wonderful sales and boy WERE they wonderful. the Charlotte Russe here was everything but giving away clothing items. i racked up with about six items and a pair of shoes for $27. i enjoyed feeling like i was out of prison and active. it was nice being a part of the day's bustle. that alone made me feel accomplished in some way. less time to mope about how a certain Mr. hasn't called.

i got home later and he decides to txt me. the gorgeous boy from campus that i'm in an interracial relationship with. *sigh* i jokingly said that i would rape him up the butthole if he continued to be sucky and he half-assed apologized. in fact, he owned up to it and just left the loose ends there for me to contend with! inconsiderate!! well being the empowered womyn that i am, i txted him back something along the lines of "you may be sucky, but i'll survive. it's wonderful, donthca think?"

i am just now getting some idle time to sit in front of the monitor... oh! who am i kidding! i've been YouTubing and doing other trivial stuff all day that i've been here! i'm just now making time to actually blog. i just drove a little bit out of the city to drop my kid brother off at the movie theatre with his ungrateful girlfriend with fake hair. barely escaped wrecking several times, only after i finally figured out where i was going. this being my home state and home city clearly has done nothing for my sense of direction here.

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