haha! i'm not crazy about the in-laws situation!

glorious, glorious saturday. who-gives-a-fuck-if-we-win-or-lose saturday. just worked-out saturday. talking on the phone with the SO saturday.

been spending all of my time on ivillage [i love it!]

Stand United with Your Mate

"Your mate should be the one to make it perfectly clear to his family that when they hurt, bad-mouth or dismiss you, they are also hurting him." -- iVillager ppsuep--"Get Along with Your In-Laws (Yes, It's Possible!)""

hmm. prolly shouldn't communicate this to larry, even if i completely agree with it. i'm so sick of my hurt causing other people anxiety, frustration, and anger, that i'm willing to forget about it all to have a decent Thanksgiving break.

now i have to find an article on bottling emotions inside and communication obstacles. ooh, couples' counseling is inevitable. i actually feel really bad the only closure i'm getting is my own duty of forgetting about my hurt. it's already been forgiven, but if i'm trying to be decent with the in-laws, i have to actually forget. and i know that larry is pissed that the public can read this while he is in the dark about it, but the truth is that me and him have had this conversation and it's turned into a fight. he couldn't do anything to help me. so, i guess that this is some sort of therapeutic outlet until i have other help. i wish that he understood.