answered prayer.

just yesterday, i prayed [something that i don't do very often AT ALL] and i asked God to increase my territory for a wider ministry for him. today my beloved friend-girl who is about as unstable as i am called in a crisis over some boy who she is in love with up and leaving her without a warning. boy, could i relate, right? so i open my mouth to this bitch and what i keep telling her is that since she is newly "saved" and she has the Lord very intimately in her life, what need has she for another man? sure, she loved the boy and got so comfortable with him that she trained her body to crave him when she was alone, but she never needed him, nor does she need him now. i relate it [the clinginess] to drug addiction myself. no joke. it's strong stuff that i'm discussing here. so, surprised at myself for even being able to continuously think on such a religious plane, i am convinced that my prayer was answered when i helped out my insane friend. now i have something to look forward to this weekend with her! i love my "J."