my dad just told me that he loves me; i officially have no trace of a desire to hear those three words from another man! i'm such a silly, little girl. nobody needs stupid boys to say stupid things to them when it's not true, especially if that person has a family who loves them and they are in love with their own self!!! look a the exhibit of awkward/incorrect word usage. did you catch it? i really don't even know how to fix that...

i almost purchased a dildo today from this discount website. they are so beautiful! there was this pink jelly, realistic-looking one that i fell in love with
go, self-love!

i had a bit of a breakdown this week. seriously, go ask my poor mother who has to listen to me whine; i'm such a baby. how can any true adulthood be looming when i can't even take the knife from my own wrist?