i am SO sick of seeing the little blonde girls with their cigarettes puffing away in the cold. they're petite and pretty dressed in skirts and heels smoking like chimneys between classes as if their tiny lungs can take the abuse. i know that i'm trying to quit myself; i've been virtually smoke-free for about 10 days [:)]. tell me what the fuck a little Barbie-girl needs with Marlboro. i don't get it!

i remember smoking. my mouth was filled with the smell and taste of cinders. everytime i coughed or spit, there was the fulsome taste of smoke. i'd even randomly burp and sure enough, i'd be surprised with a little cloud coming from my mouth. my mouth secreted the flavor because it was in my blood.. what if i started to sweat Marlboro-scented sweat, or pissed smoke smell? or even worse--look down to find smoke-reeking jizz in my panties at the end of the day? sick!

nothing too profound, sorry. just a note about my day so far. also, i have fucking finished my math until sunday and it's not even 6P, yet! i didn't even fail everything! it all should average out pretty nice, actually!