An Old Me.

clinical depression, an interracial engagement, feminism, general weirdness, and staying fabulous, or at the very least, functional, in this world. part manifesto / commentary, part social coping project to generate inspiration and positivity!

Nov 1, 2007

from october to november 2007.

no remarkable shit that yesterday was my favorite holiday. well:
i saw so many crazy costumes. there was Waldo [i found him], a Cat in the Hat, a terrorist [kind of racist], and dude without pants, a sailor-girl whore, several Alices in Wonderland, pirate wenches, a beer keg, Slash, a pregnant nun, butterflies.. it was crazy.this will have been the fist time in forever that i have not had a "real" costume. goth chick wear does not count.

so fresh from being scathed at The Rocky Horror Picture Show event, i found it cool to listen to this paranormal expert lecture on "The Dangers of the Paranormal" [at night, mind you]. i'm such a chicken. i can't help it if exorcisms, possession, hauntings, and ghosts freak me out. the paranormal sphere is one that i'd like to forget exists most of the time. it's bad enough knowing that the stuff is out there ready to grab me up when i'm unsuspecting, but to look at in pictures and creepy first-hand tales is bringing it a little closer than i know what to do with.

so in order to bring out the Ghost Buster is me, i'm going to purchase some olive [Jesus] oil and bless the dorm so that the sleaziness, nastiness, unholiness, and other wrong shit leaves. yeah i have a spiritual side. this probably means that i'm going to have to clean up, so there goes my weekend.

i want to know that why is it when i get a perm, my edges actually get
nappier. triiips me out, or rather, it pisses me off. i have emotionally scarfed down some Tut's because of my distress disguised as hunger and gelled the visible naps down. i don't know how to feel about all of that. i'm fucking cold in my own dorm. i want to understand why the air is on when its 40 degrees outside. i'm from the south and i need the warmth! i'm wearing flip-flops to Christmas!

18 fucking hours next semester--
am i crazy?!!

boo, no cough syrup. and it's too late to take any medicine if i'm thinking about sleeping tonite. damnit, side-effects which are on average about 35-50% worse than what one takes the medication for!

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