love analyzed and NiNiness. 1 month!

i don't know what i'm doing right now. i can't believe that the new boyfriend called me tonight. sure the convo lasted for ten minutes. sure it involved more of his best friend than actually him. sure i had to tell the boyfriend that i witnessed a murder to get him to call. sure he still waited about two hours after that to finally call--but he did it. it was amazing. i heard alicia keys singing from my phone some silly little love song that she is rich for and i was all like "woah! when did i get that ringtone?' haha, it was just my elusive SO.

you know, Samurai Warriors is such a good game. i heart PlayStation!

giggle! i just sent pics of me in my undies to the boyfriend now that i let my mind wander. i'm so bad! being in love is so relieving. it's like a perpetual sentimental orgasm, or something like that if you can catch my train of thought.

yeah, that's right. i said in love. i AM in love. no doubt. you better believe it, baby. i'm not even scared to say it and no, i don't think i'm rushing into anything. i'm in love with my boyfriend and it's OK, in fact. i'm in love, but this isn't to say that i LOVE him. two totally different things. one might be the precursor for the other, but they're separate and unique. i love my ex because he is one of my closest friends and i have certainly learned to do so over the past three years. i am in love with my boyfriend because he makes my heart flip flop when we are together :)

SQUEE! here's to exactly 1 month [and a few hours] of NiNi squared.