why? and some answers.

just some sadly amusing self-refection for me while i'm PMSing:

• why am i having two periods this month? switching from Yaz to the Ring [and then back again] is killing my iron supply. i'm just going to wear a diaper everyday just in case. at least there aren't any babies. my puppy is way too much.
  

• why is Andy such an attractive smartass? my facebook feed alerted me that Andy and one of my exes were friends days ago, along with other completely need-to-know news. Larry requested to be friends and Andy accepted to be an arrogant asshole.. just because the both of them call themselves musicians of some kind doesn't mean that Andy is "friends" with him. but facebook encourages this sort of interaction. i've got tons of  "friends" myself. and i love Andy--even his bad jokes. [have you read our proposal story?]
  

• should i have a joint bank account with my fiancé? because we're going to share the same expenses in January, does it mean that everything should be AndyandCheniece? what about our lease? this is so excitingly overwhelming. either way, me and my mother and my aunt and my grandmother [and..] are going to do most of the decorating in me and Andy's place. oh, yeah!
  

• why am i sick again? i have had a ton of illnesses recently [it's currently stomach flu] because my immune system is as strong as my weight--but the swine flu has not been one of them. ironic. 

• why does my mother refuse to love me?! i'm sick and i just asked her to turn the heat on, and she told me no..  :-(
  

• why am i never satisfied with my blog's layout? someone point me in the direction of some resources for template styling.

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and i know that i've been dead to the blogger world for a while; i've been busy. this post was completely an excercise for my PMSing. i'll get back up to commenting soon! ciao till tomorrow!