NOT perky.

some cheerleader i am right now. how perfectly perky and preppy i feel.

antonio is leaving for georgia for appx. FOUR MONTHS.

i'm in one of my "hate people" moods right now. i can count my friends on the thumbs you find on one hand--a normal hand--my hand. that means one thumb. and now the love of my life is to be separated from me for several months? i don't understand! where is Fairness? where in the hell is she? she is supposed to shine on all of us equally, isn't she? yeah, right.

hm... i seriously need to be cheered up, or to drink some alcohol. both.