like a pair missing one.

today--no--this week has sucked.
maybe i do have a problem with over dramaticizing the negative when things do not go my way, but it has! i won't type today's events for the amusement of my readers; but, i will let it be known that the day ended with me spilling a good bit of sport drink down myself while in the car.

i want to cry, honestly. i miss my other half.

out of the -100 people that i enjoy in this life, antonio has to be away from me now! i need him. it tears me up to see couples together, now. i'm not jealous because antonio is all that i could want. i'm just disappointed that he is not here with me now. after the last two years of loving someone who couldn't return my feelings, and having that asshole here for me to reach, if i cared to [which i don't!], the love of my life who adores me just as fervently as i do him is in another state. HOW ironic.

c'est la vie, right?