breaking up and hooking up [only if i want to]!

"U cold hearted butt munchin turkey!!!!!!!!!.........I hope he knows u'r using him to get at me!!"--a recent text that i received from an obvious someone, not Antonio.
delicious, and a lie--which is all the more delicious. Antonio.

JP and i aren't talking, which rather sucks because [quite evidently] i adored her. now, she is among the multitudes of people whom i could care nothing for. breaking up is so easy to do with women! Antonio.

Christina's hair is not braided, but it is now a bright, orange colour. now i can more literally refer to her as the blonde that she is! Antonio.

i have too much schoolwork, and my hair is falling out from stress! Antonio. my face has erupted and i am gaining weight! Antonio.

this has been a little joke on Xtina. if you don't want to read anything else about him; don't read further!
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he's so great! i am a complete giddy, little girl. we talk for hours and he makes me laugh--which i am so thankful for during these times. he's gorgeous, too. he's not gay, as someone thinks. he's just really, really pretty. leave it to me to have a boyfriend who has more glorious hair than i do!
and while thinking of that, i called him my boyfriend for the first time today [to him]. i didn't mean to; it just escaped. he was elated. i am trying to not get too serious too fast with him [who would do that after going through that what i have?], but he's making it extremely hard.