fairytales and things--waxed.

this is to take the place of several shorter journal entries of mine that all have to do with the same subject.

yes, i have met a new boy, and he is great. he's gorgeous, inside and out.

ME: i'm downloading YIM
ME: cuz i met a new boy who has it
ME: he is BEYOND fine.
ME: look at (the boy whose name i gave to you at lunch, Xtina) @ BP
BC: ok...hold on just a sec

later:

BC: good God of mine!!!
ME: !!!

and me with him:

ME: people are in love with me or they hate me.
ANTONIO: Well i want to love you
ANTONIO: I really do
ME: don't say that.
ANTONIO: And I think i can.

so, i'm elated. i have every reason to be.

i am not one to put guys before my friends, though. xtina, it may seem like i was ditzy bitch, or whatever, but really now. i honestly would rather have you around me than any guy [and not because i like girls--i hate them], so why would i put anything with antonio before you? i just met the boy, but i actually know and am friends with you. i know you'll come around, and still, i apologize for anything that i have done. love your new layout, by the way.